wtf.

i'm too pissed to be reflective right now so i'm just gonna document.

i didn't notice.
hence, i didn't know.
i encouraged them though they weren't supposed to be there.
he noticed.
he knew it was wrong.
and he stood there thinking wtf.
he didn't say or do anything.
later he told me wtf.
and that he didn't do the right thing because it would have contradicted my actions.
so i went back to do what he claimed he would have done.

him: why you so angry?
me: coz you pinned your inability to do the right thing on me

frankly, i don't believe he had the balls to do it.
i mean who the !@#$ does that?
if you think something's not right, don't you do something about it?
if not, don't you just shut the !@#$ up?
you don't go around saying "oh i didn't do it coz it would've made you look bad."
how was i supposed to react to that?

my respect for him just dipped.
seriously.
you need to grow some balls.

i didn't wanna talk to him about it immediately because i was still pissed. and i do hate confrontations. it can spoil an entire day. or worse. a friendship.

i'm tired. chow.