happy 2013

i've been feeling lost for the longest time. every day i ask myself what i'm doing. depression crossed my mind before, but having taken a psych module, i'm confident that's not the case. it's been some time since i last penned my thoughts down like this. hope it helps. i've been feeling unhappy i guess. joined so many things in school this year but i still feel like i don't really look forward to any of it. put in so much more effort this sem but results didn't improve. didn't even bother to do anything for new year's. it's so unlike me. don't even know what's happening to my social life. i used to look forward to going to the beach. now all i wanna do is sleep and watch tv. i realise one thing. i've always found my motivation in the people around me. those i spend time with everyday. i should probably start there.