haven't been blogging very diligently. i've changed. not so hard up on sticking to schedules anymore. just going with the flow. not entirely a good thing. but i'm much more at ease with myself. more relaxed. more confident. more decisive. fewer sticks up my ass.
but i think i may have compromised on some important things to get this peace. like the importance of friends. i'd do almost anything for some, i believe. but only almost. some things, i've recently decided, friends should just let be.
my decisions are my own. my mistakes are mine to make, and learn from. a friend is not obliged to ensure i make the right choices. but i'd treasure someone who stands by even when i don't. either until i see the light, or until he or she gives up.
that's what i think. feel free to disagree. chow.
