year end break

tuesday.

gek poh.

met with geok to jog. his littlest brother tagged along on his bike. jogged for half an hour. sat at the playground while his bro played. had breakfast at sheng siong. good to catch up. seeing 23rd again tmr :)

bugis.

went with mum and orkid. said hi to my aunt and went to bugis junction to meet fellow qm for lunch. she bailed. overslept. tired. well... no worries. went to the bookstore. msged ky and he saved me from boredome in half an hour. bought my first book. five people you meet in heaven. yeap... i decided to start reading. someday. had lunch. walked around till he had to meet his friends then went home.

home.

was supposed to gym... or run... but didn't do either. haha. sat at home. watching tv. 90210. ugly betty. lipstick jungle. very long haven't had so much time to watch tv. wanted to sleep early but had to look after orkid for a while. fell asleep on the couch without setting my alarm. oops.


today.

home.

woke up late. typical. rushed to pack my bag and left home within 10 mins. didn't even brush my teeth. but managed to have a light breakfast.

macritchie.

reached at around 0730. only to find out that we had to wait more than half an hour for malaysian. good to see rapidash. paddled peisheng with ky. 5km. haha. embarassing. did some starts too. malaysian's awesome. first warrant material. haha. didn't manage to talk to fellow qm. but she did pass me some apple crumble :) packed up around 1000 to go jog. rj route. so nostalgic.

ky's place.

played god of war. quite fun. not much of a gamer. but still fun.

tiong bahru plaza.

started reading! haha more than 40 pages today. thank you very much :) subway. and although the 3d glasses were a little annoying... avatar's just awesome! seriously. a must-watch. and now i'm home. blogging.

see ya.

the suay-est day

GAWD. SUAY DAY.

sunday. must book in by 1900. on the com till 1715. supposed to leave home by 1730. still possible.

NOT. couldn't find my socks and spent like half an hour looking for them. in the end didn't find. had to use my sis'. and now i have to cab. nvm. go atm. queue for like ten minutes then realised that the atm couldn't dispense cash. getting pissed now. went down to buy dinner on the way to another atm. meanwhile, i find out that clem didn't receive the email i sent. so after withdrawing cash i had to go back home to re-send the email. while the cab that i called for waited... and waited.

lucky the driver's nice. plus he sped for me :) in the end not late. but i'm f-ing drained. maybe not so suay after all.

note to self. six days off. must run everyday. FAT ALREADY!

christmas 09

spent the entire day with 23rd. settler's at smu. sakae teppanyaki at cine. and a late night htht at jackie's place. nice way to spend christmas :)

quite a bad night

i actually contemplated whether to write about what happened tonight. whether i should forget it, or vent out. my conclusion? this is my !@#$%&* blog and i'm gonna write how i feel.

to be blunt, tonight sucked balls. especially since i thought it'd be the most fun i'll have in ages.

cabbed to zouk. full. fine. cabbed to rebel. long queue. never mind. just queue. some of the guys in front got in already. no problem. but when it came to me, the doorguy took a moment, called the manager, and rejected my entry. i asked why. and he shrugged and said "management."

wah... his face was f-ing guai lan. and i was so f-ing pissed. now i think back, i'm glad i hadn't drunk. if not i'd probably have punched him. even sober i had half the mind to do it. part of the reason i kept so calm was that somehow... i think something inside just died. it's like when you tell a five-year-old that santa doesn't exist.

it struck me. colour matters.

i didn't wanna spoil the night for the rest of the guys so i went off. sat near the taxi stand awhile. pissed. dissapointed. helpless. talked to my brother over the phone a bit. made me feel better. cabbed home. told my elder sister about it and ended up talking for over an hour. about lots of stuff. made me feel a whole lot better.

i guess it's a good thing that i got home when i did. i seldom see her. i'm glad we talked.

that's all i really wanna write about. it's been a tiring week and a half. guard duty tmr. now just looking forward to seeing 23rd :)

hello

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

- jason mraz

random.

common phase ends. speciallised phase begins. with a really HAPPY (few) hour(s) :D i draw blanks when it comes to what happened in the middle of the night. liason. man the pressure's getting to me. it's one thing to have expectations. but it's another to make them known to whom you're demanding them from. i'll just do my own thing.

finally got new slippers. no more rubber bands and noisy dragging.

comms ball recce. love the flyer. entry's not idyllic. but everything else is cool!

steamboat at allie's. cake and ice cream. and uno. happy 19th allie :)

ended up not going timbre. didn't see a point since i really only wanted to catch up with the infantry guys. next time then.

tmr tuition, volleyball, book in. chow.

confined for toilets that don't flush

so last week zat couldn't make it coz he had guests over. so was just ct and me. had breakfast and walked around. good start to the day :)

this weekend's really short. confined for 12 hours. but was a good week. learnt some stuff. though most of the time i was actually sleeping or slacking.

the echo guys are back! can't wait to see them with their badges :):):) cool stuff.

sentosa again tmr :) i'll find out all i can from wg.