hahahahaha. confined the saturday after five days of sh*t. hahahahaha. i'm not going crazy. nope. i'm just amazed at how our morale is so high despite voldemort's attempts to destroy us. hahaha. we shall not fall to the dark side. neither will dumbledore i hope.
it's been a long weekend of doing absolutely nothing but spending time with family. nice for a change. staying out till late is tiring anyway. know what? my two brothers and i have now been squeezed into the smallest room in the house. its damn lame this disparity in space to people ratio. but im happy :) i'm not home much. PLUS! it's much much much easier to clean ^.^
went to get jason mraz's older albums :):):) finally. been wanting to get them forever. and collected my no.1 from dry-cleaning. still got stain. waste money -_-
gonna book in early later coz i'm scared i forget something last minute. at least if i go early i can ask someone to get stuff for me. hehehe.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
shortest book out ever
two hours of sleep. 12 hours out of camp. and i'll be making my way back.
even though 12 hours doesn't seem like much, i've learnt to take what i can get. i don't really like to push for something when i can easily do without it. it usually works to my advantage coz it keeps me satisfied. but sometimes i think its a shortcoming. like i don't seek to better my situation. i don't know exactly which it is.
i also realise my response is usually "it's okay" meaning either "not bad" or "never mind" both seemingly passive responses, but i like to think of them as optimistic ones.
anyway, social night date: check :) look forward to seeing you fellow qm ^^
i've got a new responsibility now. a chance for me to learn how to conduct physical activities. it's quite cool. but also a little stressful coz i'm being assessed. did fairly well for my first try, not to boast of course. more to learn in the days to come.
at the back of my mind... i must stop disregarding my family and friends, my moral yardsticks, when i make decisions. i must stop thinking for myself. and i must start thinking ahead. will my decisions now affect my future? yeah i know... too many questions. i need an answer. more importantly, i need the strength to do what's right.
even though 12 hours doesn't seem like much, i've learnt to take what i can get. i don't really like to push for something when i can easily do without it. it usually works to my advantage coz it keeps me satisfied. but sometimes i think its a shortcoming. like i don't seek to better my situation. i don't know exactly which it is.
i also realise my response is usually "it's okay" meaning either "not bad" or "never mind" both seemingly passive responses, but i like to think of them as optimistic ones.
anyway, social night date: check :) look forward to seeing you fellow qm ^^
i've got a new responsibility now. a chance for me to learn how to conduct physical activities. it's quite cool. but also a little stressful coz i'm being assessed. did fairly well for my first try, not to boast of course. more to learn in the days to come.
at the back of my mind... i must stop disregarding my family and friends, my moral yardsticks, when i make decisions. i must stop thinking for myself. and i must start thinking ahead. will my decisions now affect my future? yeah i know... too many questions. i need an answer. more importantly, i need the strength to do what's right.
Monday, August 10, 2009
chaos
i can't handle freedom.
someone help me re-establish order.
my morals are eroding.
seriously.
must change while i can still see the need for it.
someone help me re-establish order.
my morals are eroding.
seriously.
must change while i can still see the need for it.
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